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Here is your evil bitch cat! Don't mind the crap picture. . .

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hehehehehe, friggin' five year old, yeah kicked their asses!

This quarter is going to be crappy, all I have is average joe classes, no studio art ones. That makes me very sad. . . :(

I am kinda pissed. . .one of mine roomates, the one I don't like to mention. . not Taylor. . .she is a conniving little bitch. . .The other day when Taylor and I went groceery shopping we had to get toilet paper, and I bought it cause I don't mind I know how to share. Well I was just thinking recently on how my other roommate basically doesn't share anything, i don't really mind but some of it is kinda weird. Like in the kitchen she has her own drawer that has her own silverware, cutting stuff, cutting board, measureingcups, and any other utensil you can think of. On top of that she has two of the biggest cupboards to put all of HER dishes in. It's a bit ridiculous, some things I can understand like food, I would never except her to share her food , but all the stuff that is HERS and hers only is just really weird. It's like she doesn't know how to live with other people. And I know that I am not alone on all these facts cause Taylor and I have no problems at all living together. But anyway on with the initial story, I have bought the toilet paper the last two times, and Taylor and I have both bought paper towels numerous times. Well when I bought the TP the other night I was thinking that maybe we should like make the other roomie buy her own since she doesn't help on anything else, but i just shrugged it off like I always do. Well the last couple of nights the other roomie I have noticed how she always seems to have paper towels. I'm sorry but WHAT THE FUCK! Seriously, that really pissing me off, the only way that would not piss me off is IF she BOUGHT her OWN toilet paper!!!! I mean really how can someone be that selfish with her stuff. ..I do not mind sharing at all, I have done it my whole life. She acts like a fucking only child, when I know she ahs a sister. Well I know she acts like her parents. I have only seen them once and that was the most awkward minute of my life. They come here in early September and first of all she didn't even introduce them to taylor and I, they just went into her room and shut the door and were there. I was just plain weirded out!! I guess I am just used to my loud FUN family.

I guess right now I am just exploding from all the built up shit she pulls. Oh the other night I got bitched out for talking to loud on the phone, she just needs to fuck off. . . She fucking talked to me like she was my mom, yeah I was loud but who cares. I could be doing far worse in our living room. Besides it was only one night, I am loud like one night a month and she acts like it is the end of the world. Next time I am just going to tell her to fuck off and take teh room at the end of the hall if she like silence so FUCKING much!!


And tonight she took the dining table into her room, wow wee. What the hell its like Taylor and I lost the privilage of a table, i seriously don't get her. ..I am fion to be as rude as possible to try and drive her out of here, so like Whitney can move in!


Well there is my rant for the night! There is so much more I would love to bitch about her, but I guess I will just leave that be. . .

My new wicked icon. . .Well Steph made it for me. . .don't really know what to say about it. . .I drew a comic like from Knocked up, but I used this said character and our very own squad Awesome. . .nuff said. . .

This weekend has really sucked! Like everyone I know is really cranky for some reason and it has really rubbed off on me. Whitney is so freakin' depressed and cranky, she just needs to like forget her problems and not worry so frucking much. . .it is like being with Debbie Downer. . .

Last night, well all of yesterday, I spent with her--that really did not help the problem of me being a little annoyed. I was going to spend the night last night, but like she was really in this god awful pissy mood. .One point Taylor and I were farting around, Taylor was acting pretty pissy too, and pulled her off the couch and taylor hit the glass of water on the floor. Whitney acted like it was the end of the world, she got really silent and mad, over a spilt glass of WATER!!!! She makes it sound like a big deal, and goes into her bedroom to get a towl to clean up said WATER mess on the floor. Lets just say that it was really awkward for the rest of the night. I ended up walking home at like 1am cause I really did not want to spend the night and just feel really awkward around her, not only in the night but in the morning, plus I didn't want to have to ask here for a ride in the morning, so I just left and walked in the night. I was going to talk Taylor with me, but she was bitchin' out on us the whole night and slept on the couch the whole time we were there. I think that Whitney wanted me to wake her up, I tried, but not that hard cause she was kinda cranky too. i think that i really just need some alone time, I was really getting cranky from being around those two for some reason. It wasn't that bad till night when they both seemed to get really cranky, wow wee I hate drama.

Funny things popped into my school email address in the last like month. . .I may have used my school email to register for Sakura con last year--don't really remember--but now I am getting loads of emails for this years Sakura-con. . .That is just really funny to me. . .

Wwow wee I am so bored right now, Taylor is playing guitar hero, everyone wants to be a friggin' rockstar! And I am just trying to load this website, but alas it is being a bitch, like many other things. . .Oh well I will check on it later, maybe that site is under construction or something. . .

I watched probably one of the dumbest movies last night, Shoot em' Up. Wow wee I cannot put into words how ridiculously stupid that movies was. I know that it is an action movie, but really movies have go too far, there is no longer any substance in many movies. .they are in some, but most of the time, nada!

well I am going to go and check my mail, its snowing so I have been putting it off. . .Maybe we'll get snowed in!!! :)

Lately I have been really thinking. . .maybe I should be in an actual art school. . . For instance, I am in a drawing 3 class, that is also mixed with drawing 4 students. We did this project in the last two weeks. I was kind of interesting but I really suck at making statements and being really creative with finding out what to make the statement about. For one I really don't like to touch on politics that much, way to over done, especially in the "art world". But the project was all about the word resistance, be it sociopolitical, biological, or nature/physical. I was really at a loose on what to do, because we were supposed to challenge ourselves either with the materials we use or our physical process of actually doing the the piece. I ended up doing more of the physical challenge. My thing, concept, was hella weak and so overdone, but I really knew that I and I was not saying that I was original. But anyway I did this thing on ones mental resistance to the fake society, because I hate things like the tabloids and television, its all so freaking fake. The only tv I watch anymore is [adultswim] its my escape, hahaha, but yeah anyway that was my focus. I did the picture of a man in the atlas pose holding up a sphere, it was going to originally be a cube with different surfaces but that was not working out because of my small work space. Anyway, the man was really muscular and realistic looking while the collage in the sphere was full of things that looked more cartoonie and fake to drive the crappy point further. It was really cool looking because all I used was ink. and in the initial drawing, the sketch, I drew it while laying down on my back to hold the drawing board up while drawing the MOST painful drawing I have ever done. But yeah it came really cool looking, I was just nervous because I really was lazy with the concept. Okay now to the intial part of this long story, when we got to my piece for the critique, like everybody in this DRAWING 3 AND 4 class were so surprised that I did the whole thing free hand like it was an impossible task to come up with everything. The only thing that I did reference, but did not trace, was the Uncle Sam that was in the sphere, while drawing him I really realized just how CREEPY Uncle Sam actually is. . .really creepy. . .But yeah I just cannot believe taht people in this class were amazed by my drawing skills, I could understand if it was a drawing like 1 class, but no. . .It did really boost my ego also. . . :)

On other art news, in my handbuilding class, for ceramics, we have had basically three weeks to work on this project that was due yesterday. Me and like a couple other students were completely done with what we could have done before the first fire. Only one of my pieces was not done because I wanted to glaze it with majolica, so everything that was due for yesterday I was so on top of!!!! But over half the class only had AT LEAST one of their pieces almost done. and a lot of the people were not even finished with their first part. . .That is really sad, this is supposed to be an advanced class and like no one was on top of their work, plus we had 3 WEEKS, the teacher was a little disappointed. . .I would be too. . .


Well yeah not just those two stories have got me really thinking if I belong in an art school, but sometimes I feel as if I am wasting something here. And I know that I can always transfer, trust me I have considered, but I am pretty attached here and I guess I am almost done. Plus I have some really good friends here, couldn't leave Taylor and Whitney. . .when ever I think about all this it's like the same conversation to myself all the time. . .I will stay but I do not know what will happen next considering I really don't want to be an art teacher anymore. . .I am doing studio art now!

Who knows. . . NOT ME!!!!

I guess there is nothing more to say. . .I could talk about getting wasted with my sisters and Taylor on Saturday, but I won't, some things that were shared were a little embarassing. . .HAHAHAHAH me a geek. .

I got a drunk call from Steph tonight. . it was pretty funny, and that basically made my night. Other then that this weekend has been pretty boring. Whitney came over today to watch the Seachickens suck ass (I don't hate football or anything). Her Taylor and I drank a little, but not much but it was still fun. I was up so early this moring and I don't know why. Taylor's parents were going to be there at like 9, but I think they got like a late start or something. They brought their puppy, it was so freakin' cute! I love little baby animals, just when they grow up they become more of a nuisance, like my dob. She may be a nuisance but I still really love her!
I have so much work to do tomorrow, well actually today, because I put it all of till the last minute just like always. I'll have to got to the art building to work on my ceramics, but I for some reason really hate going there. I like to do my work in my own space, and I hate having to go down there and be kinda uncomfortable. But oh well, I'll deal.

God, I am so freakin' sore. I ran a straight three mile fun on a tread mill and I fell like I need hip surgery. I really don't want to go soccer practice tomorrow because of it, but I will cause I'm to damn committed. I also have a workout MOnday, which is my extremely busy day of the week-along with Wednesday. I have class at 9, which is not early but it is the perfect time to start the day. Then I go in class til 4 pm, they are two studio art classes so they are naturally really really ridiculously long. And to top that off, I also have class from 6 to 7:30, the my soccer aerobic workout at like 7:30 ish. . .these two days may really suck, but I also have no class on Tuesday or Friday and only one class on Thurday at 6. . .so really it all evens out to a pretty good week with only two crazy busy days. . .


I really should go to bed, but I really can't. . .Maybe I'll go and try .. .

The holiday one is really belated but I just thought the pirate part was funny.

My very belated New Years Resolution is to start updating on a more regular basis. . .. SO I guess here I go. ..
Winter quarter started, and it should be very interesting. . . I have to pretty difficult art classes, well I guess not so difficult, but I may actually have to try harder. . . "thaaat's what she said". . .hehe

There is so much snow and ice here. . . and it is freakin' cold, but thats okay. Tayler, one of my roommates, dad might come over this weekend to bring her puppy to play in the snow, and I am very excited, I love animals especially babies!! Then nxt weekend, not this weekend, I think that I am going home for Jackie's belated graduation party, so that should be fun, I get to see my dog and Nanook, the hairless wonder! Oh yeah and I get to see my family, haha. . .i kid i kid, family comes first. . ..

I really have nothing to say but pointless bullshit. . .so I guess I will be updating soon, hopefully.

I just finished the final Harry Potter! I was so good and sad all at the same time. I bawled for what seemed to be no reason at times, but its all over and it was such a good run! The book was long but I got through it in two days of almost none stop reading, except for Jackie's constant interruptions on Saturday, that jerk trying to pry me from my precious. . .and now I am really sad but also really happy, because the book was so good. I never at any point in the book started to fall asleep. . .in fact I had to force my self to go to sleep for the last two nights, well Friday night wasn't that hard considering I got the book at mid night and was a little tired. I am going to be thinking about this book none stop for like the next couple of weeks or even months. . .I think I shall re-read it, but possibly slower so I can take in some of the smaller details a little better. But damn!!! I cannot believe that it is over, it's been nearly ten years since the first book came out, this is just so amazing! There are so many words taht I just cannot say right now, so effing exciting!


I will truly miss the anticipation of waiting for the next book to come out, but I am happy that it has reached an end, but still its so sad ahhhhhh!!!


Page 625, one of the best pages in the book!!! Waited for that moment since the begining, well I didn't want to see it when they were like 11, 12, or 13. . .but still. . .

R.I.P- James, Lily, Sirius, Dumbledore, Remus, Tonks, Fred, Serverus, Madeye, Hedwig, and other good wizards. . .

My roomate is driving me fucking NUTS!!!!! She is acting like such a bitch to me, in her crappy little sweet voice! I seriously don't know what I did to her, but right now I want to punch her in the face. The feeling will pass in a little bit, and I will be just fine with her, but sometimes I just want to scream. . .


ahhh I just needed to say something, all better now

My freakin' SWEET door! I went to the dollar tree yesterday. . .I am dagerous in the dollar tree. It's just so much fun to shop for party stuff in that store!




I just found this picture, from Friday night, on my computer. . . totally doing the Toki or Skwisgaar thing!


I don't care how stupid it is, but I really badly to see the ATHF movie Film For Theaters. Being in Ellensburg WITHOUT a car really sucks cometimes. But if I did have a car I would probably be going home a lot more then I should, but thats k! Nothing in Yakima is even playing ATHF, I didn't really exspect it there, but I thought just maybe.

I have soccer this weekend at Gonzanga, which is like 3 or so hours away. To top that off we are playing at like 10:30 AM, so we are going to have to leave early, like 6:30 or earlier. I have not seen 6:30 in the morning in a long time. Now 7 and 7:30 I have seen a lot, like this morning, but its not the weekend so it's different. . .to me.

I have like the best teacher ever in my drawing class! He is totally hippie like, but still a really good teacher. I think that he is probably the best art teacher I have had yet, I have had a couple of pretty good ones, and really horrible ones. . .~shivers~'margo'. . .But he is like really cool. And it's funny that he is graduating this quarter, graduate student, and he is like old, very interesting. But yeah good teacher,not condescending like ~shivers~ 'margo' uck!

I just watched The Freedom Writers, wow wee that was a really good movie. I am not a really big fan of Hilary Swank, but I really liked her in this movie. And really funny, it also really made me want to be a teacher. . .and that is a funny thought to me. But yeah it was just a really moving movie. Patrick Dempsy was not really in the movie, and he was also a big asshole. He played the typical role of the husband that doesn't want to be the stereotipical woman in the relationship. So yeah, he was a big jerk. But the movie was really good, brought me to tears in places.

wow wee its been a long time since Ihave wrote in livejournal, well now I am. Nothing has been happening lately, well besides my mess up at school, but school is just a learning experience. It wasn't like me doing anything wrong, it was just me not paying attention and not wanting to ask any questions. That is the bigest problem with me, I don't really like asking for help, but I really need to sometimes. For some reason I have never liked to depend on anyone else, well besides my parents, because right now I basically depend on them. Someday I will learn to grow up, and not lose myself.

Last night was so much fun! Whitney planned a little get together with me and other friends, and I am just happy that we all actually got together. Her, Taylor, Marie, Serena, and me just hung out and drank a little vodka, and it was just really fun. I was dancing around the hole time, and also Marie, Taylor and I lip synced to some Aerosmith, and now my neck hurts from all of hte head banging! And tonight I am again spending it at Whitney's place, just hanging and watching movies.









Just some random pitures from last night.

Just saw a furniture cult commercial. . ..eeeevul!

I just thought that I would like update since it has been such a long time. And what better news to give then about 300. Just saw it finally today, and I freaking loved it. Not just because Gerard Butler was amazingly hott but it was a really good movie. I had no idea that David Wenham was in it either. I kept calling Dominic West Billy Zane though, I dont know why I was mixing their names up, my bad I guess. The guy who played the Persian King God guy really looked like a drag queen, a 6 foot queen. But yeah the movie was really awesome, and I definitly want to see it again, but me reallly has no money. . .

Not much else to say, but yeah life I guess is swell right now, i should and need to get a job because I have no money and I like to do things, but you cant do much with out money in dumb Ellensburg. . haha

I just watched freaking amazing preview for the movie 300, which by the way comes out on March 9th!!! I am really excited for the movie now, and not just Gerard Butler in a leather codpiece! It may look like one of those movies that is all about the battles and shit like that, but it still looked really good to me! and on the preview they were playing Nine inch Nails, which made it all like cool and like artsy and stuff! But yeah I am really excited for it.

Another movie I am excited for, on the oppostie end of the scale, Blades of Glory. That movie looks really funny, it has Will Ferrell and Jon Heder, who is not actually playing another Napoleon Dynomite. But yeah it just really looks funny, and I think that it comes out like at the end of March. If anyone is reading this, they need to check both of these movies out, well their previews anyway!

Yeah school is kinda stressful right now, plus I was getting kinda behind so today my goal is to catch up.

I went to a Pleasure Party last night. That was quite intereseting, I dont really want to see or handle another dildo for a while. But really it was a fun party, I actually learned a lot of interesting facts. . .a whole evening of talking about sex, a lot more interesting then Sue Johanson hahaha, Serena loves that show. It was actually really surprising to see how open some of the girls were to talking about what they bought and what they are going to do with it. I think that one of the girls spent like over 300 dollars, but that also included another person, they bought together. yes in deedy. . .

Well now off to work then.

I guess I know some kind of English still.

Yeeeee, I did pay attention in school!

Tonight I went to a baseketball game with Marie, it was really fun. The players weren't that much to look at, well a couple of them were >:). But WOW WEE the cheerleaders were basically strippers! It was the funniest thing this night, at half time they did this dance, and it was the stupidest crappiest dance I had ever seen! Not to mention how they were basically doing a strip tease for the crowd! It's like when the barbie( this girl in jackie's grade) was a cheerleader, she made up some of the skankiest dances. But this dance, it was way skankier, haha, and funny at the same time! I was just sitting with Marie and laughing my head off, and I think that one of the cheerleaders boyfriends were right behind me, like I really care though, I could take him, hahaha.

Yeah this weekend is really boring, cause it is a three day weekend and I couldn't go home, partially because my metal/jewlery class enables me from doing anything on the weekends, but yeah the dorm is like vacant today. So now I have my music blasted, and if no one likes in they can kiss my glorious golden ass! i kid i kid!

I am so annoyed with how stupid people in my Harry Potter community keep saying shit about the release date for the seventh Potter book! YOU DON'T KNOW UNTIL JK ROWLING SAYS SO!!!!!! No one knew the title of the book until she released it, so yeah! I should just post this in the community and tell people just to be antsy and say things like "I cant wait!" and just stop saying, "Oh I heard from a FRIEND that it will be out. . ." First of all when someone says I heard from a friend, you know that 99.9% of the time it is going to be false. . .unless your friend is JK Rowling, then I think it would be set in stone! People are just annoying!
Well I am just going to wait impatiently until JK Rowling has set a date!

The funniest thing happened last night when we went out. We went to Marie's guys friend Keoni, this guy that is the kinda emo- my opinion is the only opinion that matter. . .etc.. . kind of guy, I don't think that I could really or really want to hang out with cuase he sounds annoying to me plus he hates macs and thinks there bad computers,when that is totally not true, but besides the point. We went to his house where there was just like five guys and it was really boring so we made up this excuse that we had to go pick up this girl well we actually did, but besides the point. So we picked her up and Keoni kept calling Marie and telling her to come back with so hott girls, that was kind of an insult to me cause we were there before, but I dont really care cause he is not someone I would really like to impress. But we acutrally do go back to Keoni's thinking that there would be more people but no the same guys and they were fucking wasted. They had this conversation about cheese cause one of them had a chees fetish, and it went on for lie a half and hour, and then the conversation kept on going back to it, but it was semi funny. I was so freaking bord and then all the sudden I heard one of the guys say somehting from Metalocalypse, and I was all over taht! I had this huge adult swim, ATHF Venture Bros Metalocalypse, conversation and it was freaking awesome! That made my night, quoteing the freakin awesome adultswim shows! One of the guys thought I was awesome probably cause he doesnt know a girl that can do great voices hahahaha

Serena is acting really weird so far this quarter, I mean we just got back. It wouldn't weird if she actually did the stuff that she planned to. Like she does this thing where she like plans study time out, but always and I mean ALWAYS puts if off then stresses out and gets kinda pissy. . .Now this wouldn't bug me, especially if I didn't live with her, if she did not to it ALL of the time. Then she gets into this mode, like last night Marie Taylor and I wanted to go out, I being the designated driver! And we really wanted for Serena to go with us, because she is always complaining about never being involved when we always invite her, she just makes up all kinds of excuses why she can't. Well last night she got back from work and we all explained our plan to her, and she makes up the excuse thatshe has to clean her room, and do the landry and things like that so she could work on her homework tomorrow. I was cool with that cause school first, so she was a party pooper as usual. Then today rolls around and she ahs yet to do any of her homework, she just sits ont he computer, this would not bother me except for the fact that she always does it and its really really annoying. If she would just buckle down, turn her tv off, and actually try to do homework she could because I can. I am just ranting and I hate that, but oh well everyone does it! and there is just one more thing, her cleaning habits really annoy me. This is not how it sounds, she is one of those persons that waits to the mess gets to its worse, and the one really bad thing about her mess is that she leaves like food and nasty garbage on the floor, now that is a little gross cause she left and dirty cheesy plat on my side and I stepped on it, that was gross. This would not normally bug me because Whitney kinda did the same thing last year, but not as bad. but this bugs me becasue her mess is always on my side and Whitney never had her stuff on my side. If the mess would stay on her side I would not care at all, because i am not her mum. But her mess is always in front of my closet so I cannot open my closet and taht is reallly annoying. now I amnot the cleanest person when I am here at school but my messes are always clothes and little boxes onthe floor nothing that stinks or really makes it look gross. Okay I think taht I am done ranting about her, I am sure taht she does her ranting about me!

Speaking of home work, I now officially will not have weekends or weeknights to do anything but metal and jewlery work! This class is going to consume my life because it takes so much time up! Well just had to get that off my chest!


Well I think that I am done typing for now!